happy-happy

i am a girl,
a woman.

there are certain things that makes me/us happy. not just happy-happy but HAPPY-HAPPY, do you get what i mean?

okay, for example.

we all know that flowers are therapeutic, right? when we hitch on a very bad mood or have been off our heads lately, we want someone to give us the kind of flowers we like, just to uplift our moods. you don't have to be shy about, just buy one and hand it to us. Simple right?

surprising us is also a treat. we want a guy who knows how to make us smile in every inevitable way he could.TIPS how to surprise us: write a letter. we don't care if it only consist of two sentences, as long as you have written what you felt for us, it's already a very big deal. it wont hurt you even if you write it on the dirtiest scratch paper. besides, if we really love you, we would accept it whole heartedly.

cuddle with us. in public or private.it's the epitomy of love that makes it so comfortable when you hug us i public.

and lastly, dedicate every little or big things you do to us. even by fixing your hair, make it the best DO you can make for us.




though these are the qualifications for that dream guy of mine still, we cannot choose who to fall for. either he has all these traits, has some, or unfortunately have none, we still find the GUY we fell for as PERFECT, beyond his imperfections.

-jan14, 2009-

retarded internet connection.

my internet provider is Globelines.

and i am NOT HAPPY with their service.

their always has this disconnection problems. crap.


to fill you up, i am currently having a headache on what to do with their service. he net speed is sooooooooo slow. i think a snail can react faster than the internet speed of which globelines is providing.


i am not a happy costumer and they'll be losing one if they continue this absurd service.



oh yeah, i am fed up of the "Page Load Error"s in my browser.
%^@#$%@ GLOBELINES!

no one but you.

this is for my darling. :)


created through the pre-made video effects on one true media.

the song is entitled 'La Chata' from F(x), a Korean girl group. try searching for them at youtube. they are really great dancers. pretty too. and they are ASIAN. that's right. Asian.


enjoy the film :)

their imperfections makes them perfect

this video is very touching. it may seem hilarious but there's more to it.

"their little imperfections make them perfect fr you" -a very strong line.

KABUKI MAKE UP

ola!

it's been a boring day today. all i ever faced was my computer. and whew...good thing i have some ol make-ups. i search for inspiration over the internet and i saw this japanese styled make-up. it's called KABUKI MAKE UP.


kabuki is obviously their theater and a form on entertainment before the plasma TVs was given birth...
as a pinay who looks like a japanese (which many of my friends tell me. i also think we have a japanese blood somewhere.), it's an adventure to have that look.

costumed with my dad's kimono, here are my pictures:

franky, i had a hard time hiding my brows. haha, but everything got into place until the process ended.

eyeshadow.

i got bored a while back and decided to apply some make-up on and have a photoshoot of myself.

before i started applying any cosmetics on, i googled the internet for some creative eyeshadow designs and alas! i saw this picture in google.com which caught my attention.


i tried copying the way it looked and this is what i ended up with:

the look i tried to copy:

the look i ended with.

although it's not perfect, i still find it cute. now i look like a geisha rather than a fairy. lol.

elf.

my mom and i went to SM today, we watched kimmydora (a tagalog comedy) after her bowling tournament.after the movie, we strolled around sm and arrived in the cosmetics department in SM department store...and there it was. elf's waterproof eyeliner pen.


when i got home, i applied it on and i swear, it's really easy to apply on. it has this smooth glide on your skin. another PLUS to this cosmetic is that, it is really cheap. you can but it for just 120php.

imagine how much you can save!

crazy life.

i admit, I am part of those few family that has been struggling for years.

My parents has this problem which creates commotion in the family. they are more like Enemies inside a room. they do not talk, or when they do, it's not a normal conversation. it's full of anger, depression and disappointments. i know it has been somewhat normal in the society but, try to think about the effects it can create to the children.


i have been so passive about my dad. he is the weed in our grass. i do not want to talk to him, nor mingle with him knowing the fact that he made us walk in blindness. Pressure has always been present when I'm with my mom. always wants me to do things she want like talking to my dad that he should leave the house. I am not that strong.

my siblings have been telling her to just be passive about it. we even told her not to mind him. Because he doesn't mind us either.

I am someone who doesn't know where to stand anymore, who to talk to or who to share my problems with. people doesn't seem to understand me. or if they do, hey wont mind beacuse they also have problems on their own.

my friends doesn't know what i have been going through because i am too ashamed to tell them that my dad is a whore. and my family is finally breaking up.

my boyfriend? he listens. and i thank god for him.

my dog? haha... she understands me. she's always there for my aide.

i hope someday, everything will be okay...