crazy life.

i admit, I am part of those few family that has been struggling for years.

My parents has this problem which creates commotion in the family. they are more like Enemies inside a room. they do not talk, or when they do, it's not a normal conversation. it's full of anger, depression and disappointments. i know it has been somewhat normal in the society but, try to think about the effects it can create to the children.


i have been so passive about my dad. he is the weed in our grass. i do not want to talk to him, nor mingle with him knowing the fact that he made us walk in blindness. Pressure has always been present when I'm with my mom. always wants me to do things she want like talking to my dad that he should leave the house. I am not that strong.

my siblings have been telling her to just be passive about it. we even told her not to mind him. Because he doesn't mind us either.

I am someone who doesn't know where to stand anymore, who to talk to or who to share my problems with. people doesn't seem to understand me. or if they do, hey wont mind beacuse they also have problems on their own.

my friends doesn't know what i have been going through because i am too ashamed to tell them that my dad is a whore. and my family is finally breaking up.

my boyfriend? he listens. and i thank god for him.

my dog? haha... she understands me. she's always there for my aide.

i hope someday, everything will be okay...